listening to // dive right in-story of the year mood // emo im on the BOYcott still....exceot i think im someone's 'friend with benfits' now. its weird i hate myself, i can never stick to anything i do. yeah, its so hard to get over him. he used to love me....am i so replaceable? obviously. everyone says "he's a fag, he's not worth it"...knowing that you'd wait forever just for him to say hi....just for him to need me again. i feel like an ass and i know im making a fool out of myself....but i just cant help it...