im so bored and depressed. ahh i hate people, they piss me off so much. i want to get a giant rocket and blast everyone to the sun. then they could burn up like they burn me. all ive been saying lately is "you suck" and "kill yourself" GOD! i hate being alive....why cant i fall down the stairs or something?why cant i trip and fall into traffic? this totally sucks. i dont wanna go to school, i dont wanna see anymore happy fucking people. i sick of it. another thing...if your so sick of faking being happy....why dont you stop? hmm? is that too smart for you? probally. i hate you, i hate you, i hate you.