hehehe...guess what...omg...semi was so much fun julia hehehe you should've come hehe shut up i really dont care about your little dance, stop telling me about it. im so overwhelmed. i have so much school shit + my gay-ass friends + my family. and confirmation. we have to meet with the church session next week. what am i gonna tell them when they ask about my faith? that i pray and come to church and listen, but i feel nothing? that im completely numb inside? im sure thats what they want to hear out of new church members. its not like i can lie, isnt that a really big sin? i miss it. i miss our phone calls, and our note, and everything we used to have. i miss our inside jokes. i guess it really doesnt matter anymore though. im gone for good, theres not turning back or second chances