.ninety-five

Feeling: breathless
honestly, how can someone be so full of themself? seriously, i didnt think it was possible. explain it to me. stop flaunting what you have, no one wants to hear it. your not that great. how did you get the mentality that you are? your a brat who's gotten everything shes ever wanted, and your still not satisfied. wake up, your an ass, everyone of your "friends" hates you. no one wants to deal with your shit anymore im sick of people. i hate everyone. i dont wanna go to church. i dont wanna leave the house. i dont wanna be rejected. i dont wanna hurt anymore. thats me being sexy at the dollar store. i kinda look retarded. ~*~*~*~**~~*~*~*~ survey time....i stole this from tabinator :D Hmm .. yea get to no me .. as if you rilly give a fuck i n f o r m a t i o n 1. name: Julia 2. single or taken: single 3. sex: Girl 4. birthday: 12-24-88 5. sign: Capricorn 6. siblings: Brother *Joe* 7. hair color: red...orageish 8. eye color: blue 9. shoe size: 8.5 10. height: 5'7" 11. favorite foods: italian hogies 12. hometown: Butler // PA r e l a t i o n s h i p s 1. who are your best friends?: Cathrine Anna Orlando 2. do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: No 3. did you send this to your crush?: No 4. did your crush send this to you?: No 5. longest relationship?: 2 months 6. how many actual relationships have you been in?: none i could look back on and not regret 7. how many people have you kissed?: 0! 8. are you shy around your crush?: no, i act retarded 9. do you indulge in random hook-ups?: no 10. still have feelings for anyone you've been in a past relationship with?: umm..we werent in a "relationship" it was like "friends with limited benefits" kinda 11. do you know what it feels like to be in love?: with Cat and my brother...i gues thats not "in love" though 12. would you sacrifice your favorite possession for your best friends?: yes f a s h i o n | s t u f f 1. where is your favorite place to shop: goodwill 2. have any tattoos or piercings?: ears. 3. what is your favorite thing to wear?: jeans and hoodies 4. what is a must have accessory?: my braclets 5. how much is the most you've ever spent on a single item of clothing?: $45 7. who is the most fashionable person you know?: hannah 8. who is the least fashionable person you know?: Tarkington // ZARRA 9. do you match your belt with your hair color?: no...who has an orange belt? crackhead.. 10. what is the worst thing you've ever thought looked good?: BIKER SHORTS 11. what are you wearing right now?: black shirt // jeans 13.what is the worst trend you see today?: short skirts s p e c i f i c s 1. do you do drugs? noXpe 2. what kind of shampoo do you use?: alberto VO5 3. what are you most scared of?: rejection and being put doen 4. what are you listening to right now?: The Cure 5. who is the last person that called you?: My mom 6. where do you want to get married?: in a church 7. how many buddies are online right now?: 14 8. what would you change about yourself?: everything, espeically my mindset 9. what are essentials in your life?: cat, Brand New, and food 10. if you had the power to do any one thing, what would it be? cure everyone's diseases 11. what nationality are you?: Irish // Polish 12. do you send out holiday cards each year?: no h a v e | y o u | e v e r 1. given someone a bath? no 3. bungee jumped?: No 4. made yourself throw up?: no 5. skinny dipped?: No 6. made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: no 7. cried when someone died?: no, i cant show emotion 8. fallen for your best friend?: currently 9. been rejected?: everytime 10. rejected someone?: yeah 11. used someone?: i dont think so c u r r e n t 1. hair: red curly ugly 2. music: love song- the cure 3. make-up: all done 4. annoyance: people 5. scent: lovespell 6. favorite artist: like painter? 7. favorite group: Brand New 8. desktop picture: teal stripes 9. book you're reading: To Kill a Mockingbird 10. cd(s) in player: Brand New// Your faorite weapon 11. dvd in player: none Do .. :x: you have a crush on someone = yyes :x: you wish you could live somewhere else = Yes :x: you think about suicide = Yes :x: you believe in online dating = kinda :x: others find you attractive = no :x: you want more piercings = Yes :x: you drink = noXpe :x: you do drugs = noXpe :x: you smoke = noXpe :x: you like cleaning = Nope :x: you like roller coasters = Yes :x: you write in cursive or print = its a mix Body: :x: piercings = ears :x: tattoos = None :x: height = 5'7" :x: hair color = red LAST... :x: movie you bought = the waterboy :x: song you listened to = love song~ The Cure :x: cd you bought = Your Favorite Weapon// brand new :x: cd you listened to = Brand New :x: person you've called = Nick :x: person that's called you = my mom :x: tv show you've watched = law and order :x: person you were thinking of = dean... :x: friend you made = kailin or kristen FAVORITE... :x: food = italin hoagies :x: song = Anything Brand New :x: thing to do = Sleep :x: thing to talk about = Random Stuff =] :x: sports = Football :x: drinks =ice tea // tea// coke :x: clothes = Anything compfertable :x: movies = Se7en, The WAterboy, Girl Interrupted :x: singer = none :x: holiday = halloweeen HAVE YOU... :x: ever cried over a girl = yea.. :x: ever cried over a boy = Yes .. :x: ever lied to someone = Everyone Has :x: ever been in a fist fight = no :x: ever been arrested = no DO YOU THINK YOU ARE... :x: pretty = No :x: funny = No :x: hott = No :x: friendly = no :x: amusing = no :x: ugly = Yes :x: loveable = No :x: caring = No :x: sweet = NO :x: dorky = yes PAST :x: First grade teacher's name: Mrs.C :x: Last word you said: sermon :x: Last song you sang: "lovesong" :x: Last song stuck in your head: "logan to goverment center" PRESENT :x: What's in your CD player: Brand NEw :x: What color socks are you wearing: none:x: What's under your bed: ?? :x: What's the weather like: Cold :x: What time did you wake up today: 8:16 FUTURE :x: Who do you want to marry: no one i know :x: Are you going to college: yeah :x: Where do you want to go: duke or pitt :x: What is your career going to be: forensic anthropologist :x: Where are you going to live: Montana :x: How many kids do you want: 2 :x: Kids' names: Carmen// Frank :x: Where do you want your honeymoon: hawii// bahamas :x: What kind of car will you have: minivan//
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yeah thas only the begging with her.. omg where the fuck do you get all these backrounds its quiet emo thoufh tha poor child.. you seems so depressed lol
i know your not
your too cool for that

-rita
hire a hit man..
[Anonymous]
aw, I'm sorry you don't feel good. But yeah too many people are like dat... *sigh*
[Anonymous]
You look awfully pretty at the dollar store. And not to be creepy but where do you live in Pittsburgh. I'm living in Beechview, but we are movin to Mt. Washington. Awesome of you to be from here.
love
[Anonymous]
hey...u got an awesome diary here. ima gonna add u to my friends list k? laters gaters

Krystal
Haha, no, no Hun. I definetly buy you! ::Keke:: Sike naw, I think you look just lovely. But...all I got is like 59 cent..I don't think I can afford you. Lucky for me, I'm 2 cent, plus tax. So, I'm 4 cent. But Bryant already bought me..haha. Sorry..I'm disturbin u now. I guess I'll go. Good luxZ wit bein bought tho!
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