i am so dumb

Listening to: hole
can't stop thinking about antek. he came to my radio show on monday, but i only saw him for fifteen minutes. i would have liked to hang with him for longer, but he had to get to his 3:00 engineering class. i told him to call me 'tomorrow' (tuesday). so he did, while i was on break, hanging out with joe, bored, anxious, anticipating his call. and i was disappointed because he was still at home and we wouldn't have any chance to hang out before we had to get to our respective classes at 2:30. he said he'd call me again after he got out of class. he did, and i told him that i'd be sleeping in NDG, after going to art cafe for open mic night. we had arranged to meet up afterwards, to grab coffee at dunkin donuts or something. of course we only left the cafe at 10:45, i text him and he texts back "Hey, wtvs its late, stay wit ur friend, this week is kinda frantic for me, we shud just figure sumthin out for the weekend in nythin, il be able to give u my undivided attention then hah" i can see this becoming a problem. i doubt he likes me the way i do him.
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i'm going to slk, because apparently i told joe a long time ago that i would. i kind of wanted to go to danny rebel. oh well. which one are you going to?