i have to stop spending money. i want four thousand dollars saved up by next summer. i want to contribute to my expensive future schooling. i want to cut and bleach my hair. short and blonde. then, shave it off. we'll see what happens. it'll serve amy right for making me wear the most hideous bridesmaid dress imaginable. gen's princess party was last night, it was a lot of fun, besides not getting much sleep after a few consecutive days of not getting much sleep. i borrowed sean's gold tiara because i didn't have one. dom and fred didn't show up. andrew, max, oliver, robbie and devon did. i was happy about all of them besides devon. today i watched four episodes of dexter and listened to a lot of marilyn manson and against me. and ate an inconceivable amount of garbage food.