yesterday i saw sean again; met him a few weeks ago with max. they're childhood friends. he's really awesome and friendly. he's a piercer and tattoo artist, mechanic, cook, rapper. (what the fuck, right? haha.) we're friendly, he wants to date me. i was more into him the first time i spoke to him, because now i like andrew. if anything happens between sean and i... he wants to bring me to amsterdam when he goes to be a judge in the cannabis cup. i'm far from a stoner, but i think i would like to go to amsterdam. but.. andrew. and antek. although with him, i'm not hoping for anything. we just hang out because we enjoy each other, but we don't want to go out or anything. and that works out awesome, because he's awesome and it would suck to not have him around. what the fuck? kayla thinks i should tell andrew that i like him. i think he's going away for university next year.