my brother bought me more, now, again at the hospital bookstore last week when he fractured his foot. its a memoir about addiction to ritalin and cocaine. sound familiar? christ. i dont really like reading the stuff about her addictions, but i like elizabeth's style of writing, and its motivation for me to read prozac nation for once and for all. but im so incredibly lazy. wow i just found for you by bruce on limewire. ive searched like a million times and never found it, i really hope it downloads good cause its my favorite bruce song. tomorrow is thursday, and i only am going to my first class which unfortunaely is mrs riccardi AKA dumb fat bitch. at 9:00, im getting on a bus for a field trip! yes a field trip. its only to visit different schools, like adult ed and trade schools. im so excited. but apparently were going to a butcher school, which is slightly problematic because of my vegetarianism. whatever, i dont care really, i can take it. or ill just wait in the halls. haha. the new york trip is so fucking soon. oh baby its gonna be so fun. i'm really happy that ill be somewhere with joey that isnt my room. haha im so sick of my room i need a change of environment. im so excited for st marks place, planet hollywood and canal street and the pirate queen on broadway and beauty and the beast on broadway. for you downloaded perfectly, yesssss! haha me and milly are kind of fighting. well she ignores me and i trashtalk her. whoops, as if i give a shit. edit--------- oh also i bought a prom dress this weekend. its black and the shape is nice and it makes me look good and not fat, but it has tacky rhinestones on the straps that im for sure ripping off. cause theyre so tacky.