just a kiss away.

7:38am so im not pregnant. the nurse at the clsc told me id get my period sooner than i expected cause of the high dose of hormones the pills were giving me, i was scheduled to get it exactky 7days after i went to get the pills, and i was waiting for it, and going crazy and got really upset, and i actually got it when i was going to originally. i was with joey and he knew i was stressed so he was just massging me, then touching me and when he was done i was just relaxing and he was laughing, saying 'look at my hand!' and yeah there was period blood on his hand. haha it was ok though, we were both soo happy. anyways the nurse from the clsc told me to go to my school nurse about my high blood pressure, but i didnt cause i was too worried about getting my period. and then this week, i was called to the office and our school nurse was just talking to me, making sure everything was alright. she was super nice. last night i saw borat, it was pretty funny. silka is so annoying. i hate her sometimes, she invited herself, and joey was all pissed off cause hes never alone wih me anymore, and she laughs so annoying in a movie i just want to kill her. i want to talk to rob, helen mentioned him in class and now i feel like i need to talk to him, as a form of ranting, to let stuff out, i guess. oh man, yesterday at lunch was the funniest thing. so me, joey, anthony and sean are walking to the manoir to buy smokes, and i was eating veggie rice from the caf. so we get nearer to the dep, like inside the doors, and theyre talking about girls. and anthony says "oh man, did you see lobasso's sister at our final game? she was wearing those big sunglasses and her hair was all done, she looked HOT. i just wanted to stick it in her ass." and i nearly DIED from choking on my food. it was too fucking funny, we were all laughing like the rest of the way haha. i love boys, theyre so funny.
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i hate silka too right now. so much.
also i hate my relationship right now too.i want a real boy.