I'm at that point in the semester where I just don't want to be in class anymore. Some people say it's just because of the weather, but I don't think so. I can barely bring myself to listen to my profs, my Pop Music notebook is filled with doodles (for some reason, that's the only class I've ever doodled in; I'm not really much of an artist), and now I kinda wanted to open up my laptop and just write in my sitD during class. I couldn't do this when I'm in a lecture hall though; I'd be too self-conscious about people reading over my shoulder. I've lost my appetite lately too, which usually means I'm depressed. Dammit, not again. Maybe it's just hormones. I just want summer to be here already, but even when "summer" gets here I'll still be in school until June 20th. Summer school is almost finalized; everything's falling into place. I know it's the right thing to do, and I'll be glad that I got those classes out of the way, but still. I'm already climbing the walls; I'll be completely crazy by the time I go home. I've got to get out of this place. I'm ready for something different, if not new. I'm sick of school. Sick of these people and their expectations. Sick of cold weather and this town and being alone. I miss Neil. I miss Owatonna. I'm going home this weekend. Maybe that will be refreshing enough that I can stand the last five weeks of this semester. As for the April Fools jokes I witnessed today ... someone spread Vaseline on the floor of the hallway to the cafeteria connected to my dorm, so anyone who wanted to eat there had to either go all the way around downstairs or go outside (in the snow, I might add). Suckers! Here's to not having a caf meal plan! Also, my friend Andy changed his relationship status on Facebook (and he's not one of those who does it like three times a week) and collaborated with another friend, so it looks legit. He's gotten so many comments on it! But after I commented he sent me a private message that said "Haha ... April fool." I was kinda impressed. One of our law enforcement faculty resigned this morning. I jokingly said it might be his April Fools prank, but it's for real. It's going to screw up the scheduling of LAWE classes for next year, which sucks because I had all of mine planned out already. Such is life.