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So...I'm angry. I told my stand partner something...and she totally twisted my words. She asked me what I did after the band rehersal on Tuesday, so I told her about how me, Kayla, Josh, and Landon played soccer in the rain. I mentioned how Landon had kissed me--ONCE--in the rain. She told Chelsey that I had told her that me and Landon made out, and that the next thing I knew I was on top of Landon. Now, there is one flaw in this otherwise perfect lie--if we were outside, in the rain, why would we be on the ground? And it is just that--A lie. Chelsey got upset and whatnot, and so she talked to Michael and Kjersten about it. Landon, in turn, knew something was wrong with Chelsey, but she wasn't talking to him, so he talked to Michael, who told him what Chelsey said that Bridgette (my stand partner) said that I had said (wow that's a little bit confusing). This made Landon upset and he didn't really talk to me at all today, not because he didn't want to talk to me about it, he just didn't know what to say. That, in its turn, made me sad because I didn't know that Bridgette had been telling people that I had said something I hadn't. This my being sad about Landon not talking to me thing caused me to be a bit angry with Landon, and I was just going to walk home from the school. Landon followed me out, trying to talk to me the whole time. I tried to block him out as it seemed like he had been doing to me all day. He eventually got me to listen to him and he said, "If you didn't like me and I didn't like you, I probably wouldn't date any other girls." This confused me and prompted me to ask why. His answer was what made me reach up and hug him. He said, "You treat me differently than other girls do." Now, I don't really know exactly what he meant by that, but I felt that he meant that I treat him like I really do care, or something similar to that. Then he drove me home, and a couple of blocks from my house, he just silently reached over and took my hand. I don't know if I will understand why Bridgette said the things she did, or even if I really do want to know, but I do know that because of her, I know that Landon really does care about me. I was trying to ignore him as it seemed like he had been trying to do to me all day, and he followed me, talking to me, begging me to talk to him. He is the only person I have ever liked who fought me when I was upset to keep me. He is an amazing person.
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Mm.. I want to kiss in the rain.

I hope everything works out. :)