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Aww, today was great! So, I was talking to both Eric and Lisa online today and me and Lisa decided that we were going to go do something, and then I mentioned it to Eric, about how I was happy to get to play with Lisa. He up and decides that he is coming over to my house. So...Eric showed up about ten or fifteen minutes before Lisa did...and boy was that awkward. Luckily, we ended up talking about the World Cup soccer match that was on and that we were watching. It made things SO much easier. He'd been talking about how he loves blue blue eyes, and said something about how his ex girlfriend has amazing blue eyes, and whipped out his wallet to show me her beautiful blue eyes (he was all like "I've still got a picture of her in my wallet..." and I was thinking, "duh, you sure do. You're showing it to me...wtf?") and that made me feel about as uncomfortable as heck, which thankfully, he didn't notice (or maybe I just did a really good job of hiding it, who knows?). Seriously, when you know a girl likes you, and you've told her that you like her too, the stupidest thing you can do is keep bringing up your ex girlfriend in casual conversation, especially when the girl who currently likes you doesn't think she is nearly as good as your ex. It makes the girl feel completely inadequate. *coughcough* Anyways.... Then Lisa showed up and that took the awkwardness out of it for me. I really really love that girl, she's so amazing. We ended up watching the Italian Job (wow, the last time I watched that was with Landon during spring break when he asked me why he'd break up with me and still tell me he loves me...hmm fancy that) which Lisa had never seen before. Lisa is pretty much one of the only people I know who I can always tell everything and she won't like...SPAZ out or anything. She's AMAZING. I appreciate her so much, I don't know what I would do without her. I felt bad though because Eric sat next to me on the couch and Lisa was sitting all alone on the automan, and I felt like I was making her feel like a third wheel and I just felt so bad.... Then the movie got over, and Eric dropped me off at work, and we decided that we have to hang out again sometime. He's a cute kid. I kept finding myself thinking about him when I was at work, mostly when I was doing really boring things like cleaning the menues or rolling silverware. Oh well. I doubt he ever really thinks about me, and I really ought to stop thinking about him, but he's just so darn cute. Oh my gosh and he smelled so good. I mentioned that to him (a while ago he'd told me about this new manly smelly stuff [whatever the stuff is called...*shrug*] that he'd bought and he told me that I would fall in love with him on the spot because he smelled so good. Wow. He smelled amazing) and he told me that it was the stuff he'd told me about and I think he was waiting for me to tell him that I had fallen in love with him on the spot. Riiight. Even if that HAD happened, come on, I wouldn't really actually tell him that. Gosh. *shrugs* Erm...yeah I need to go pack now since I won't have time to in the morning, and I will see y'all at the end of the week.
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Oh Morgan darling I love you so much! And dont worry about it at all. I had fun! It was a tiny bit awkward, but I still enjoyed it. And I got to see you! And Eric, who I havent seen since 10th grade! ha ha. I seriously love you. You are so sweet! We should definitely play when you get back. I miss you already! And really, dont worry about the Eric thing. It was fine. Love, Lisa