Slightly angry

So much for Saturday night being fun. Ok, so it really was. I haven't had that much fun at a school dance ever. But...GRR! I suppose I'll have to back up and start from the very beginning. I started to have a crush on Josh a while back, and he'd been trying to figure out what has been on my mind lately. He knew it had to do with him, at any rate. He'd been bugging me, and Erin, who was the only other person who knew (at least until yesterday). So, Friday night at the tourny (we placed third, by the way, if anyone was holding their breath in anticipation of finding out) he was really tired, and I was hyper, and I was being silly, and he said something, I don't remember the exact words, but I do remember that it basically amounted to "You're hot." And that bothered me. Being told you are hot is not something I particularly like. I mean, I don't mind being told I LOOK hot, there is a difference between being told you look hot and you are hot. Being told I am hot is a total turn off for me. Anyways, so I told Dani and KJ that yesterday before the dance, and then AT the dance Josh was being all sad and whatever, and I asked Dani if she knew what was up with Josh, and she told me that KJ had told Josh what I'd said and that he'd been really sad and crying and all that, and then when I asked KJ about it, she said she'd only helped Josh figure out that I liked him, and that Kim was the one who told him. Ironically, I hadn't told Kim anything, therefore she wouldn't have been able to say anything to him about it unless KJ or Dani told her. So now Josh is avoiding me, which isn't good considering the fact that he is my interp parnter.
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HONEY!!! Oh babe... I wish I could help, just tell me what you need, and I'm there! <3
Hey, darling. I hope I didn't make you angry. Or sad. I love you so much! Um, my plans changed and I'm staying with my sister in Salt Lake for the week... But I will be so bored, so call my cell and we will talk, okay? I love you muchly! And you are the awesomest person I know!