LONGEST ENTRY EVER ...and i'm actually writing about feelings asians: man who came into my work, his hair was utterly amazing. too perfect and shiny. fluffy and long. who knew? work: boy i was wrong. i like working with HECTOR. i don't know why i was all...nervous.lame.a plus is , he's entertaining. love: yeah if you know where he went... please tell me to call me because i'm starting to question things. and when i question things, that's not good. who doesn't call to say they're ok? he does. but fuck i miss him a lot friends: after i got off of work, i was driving from Torrance back home. thats when TARA called my cell and tells me to pick her up from her fucked up BF's house in Long Beach (she called me when she was crying) so i went. on the way to visit the boy i use to date whom i love to death and we're simply friends, she tells me to drop her back off. i kept driving to his house, chit chatted and then dropped her back off all the way back to Long Beach. Later today in the morning, her dad calls me asking me if TARA was with me overnight. i told her that she wasn't, that she was over her BF's house. She fucking told me that her dad knew she was going over & she lied to her dad saying she was staying over my house. i'm tired of her lies and i'm following MANNY's advice, she doesn't learn so let her do what she wants. and now, i will. i don't need "friends" to lie to me like everyone else does. P.S: manny.... likes me? ummm, maybe?? but i'm hayden's. its its terribly hard to be so far from him. not only that, the guy who works with me! EEP! he stares too much !