i don't know what i want

Feeling: beautiful
story of my life, i really don't know what i want, yet i have plenty of time to think about it or so my parents tell me. if it isn't school, then it's work. personal relationships have grown to more and how things happened? that i cannot answer. i have lost many people in my life and others keep trying to come back in. I DON'T KNOW IF I'LL BE A GOOD PHOTOGRAPHER I DON'T KNOW IF I WILL SUCCEED CAREERWISE I DON'T KNOW HOW GOOD OF A FRIEND I AM I DON'T KNOW IF I WILL EVER GET MARRIED I DON'T KNOW A LOT OF THINGS and here i am stressing i should have listened to manny. "you think too much" i really do and maybe i shouldn't care as much as i do and only look out for myself. but i know i can't change into a complete self-absorbed person, even though i can be an egoist from time to time. ehh, thanks dad for buying me clothes... highlight of my day : /
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interesting....
take the day off friday and we'll hang out all day. if you want to do that, call sometime before friday so I can know.

and as for advice, at times we DO need to think excessively but not to the point where it drives us insane but instead, where we can arrive to RIGHT decisions.
when I don't know a lot of things.... I make them up! ha!
mmm i don't know how to drink this
*pours all over clothes*
woahhhhhhhhhhhhh! but hey at least some went into my mouth.
























you and I are getting married duh.