people love standing me up and i'm use to it now. sucks my cousin might move in with us and it would be best if she did. then maybe i can have companionship...for both of us :) i talked to my friend alex and i'm glad he called me right before i got into the shower. talking about mines & being veggies is fun. but he called me a jewish nigger. :/ ohhh and i actually see that i really don't have friends & i'm starting not to give a shit. &&& i'm getting off my medication, fuck that.