and you never knew how much I really liked you because I never even told you oh, but I meant to i'm having second thoughts about andrew. i think i have feelings for that boy who i never gave a chance to..but what am i gonna do now? hahah laugh it off because i know its not gonna happen-not anymore. michelle tells me not to mess this up but isn't it bad if you think of another when you're with your "boyfriend"? i've pretty much told him that i dont want sex and that if thats all he wants, to leave me. bitchess. at times making me feel like a sex object makes it worse. history repeats itself.