i think this is the most lonely holiday season that i have ever had. the saddest too. everyone seems so done & hurt. but i try to help in the ways i can. i couldn't buy everyone gifts but i got the important people that are always there for me. & i care not for receiving gifts. i enjoy being the giver and not the receiver. THINGS THAT I ALWAYS GIVE: * love * friendship * advice * & honesty this is only vice versa i'm tired of people taking advantage of me no no no