is idle

by siamesegun
Feeling: sluggish
not going to school is amazing. but getting kissed by andrea on the cheek i miss. and scaring the boys in yearbook class making them think i like them i miss too. i love harrassing boys. their faces are priceless. and according to my little cousin kimberly, i am in her pillow fight club PIMP. and we're are gonna bash on saturday. PIMP as a club name? dont ask
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Yes! I have no idea how I'm gonna get back but oh well.
So I will see you then!?!?!

here's my cell so you can call me or text me and stuff: 310-916-6849

(let's hope that all the ladies that see it don't abuse it)
haha
[Anonymous]
the Smiths &&&Head Automatica ♥.

Impressive.
[Anonymous]
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[Anonymous]
thanks, a ton. i owe you a lot
i added you to my buddylist

we both know that it isnt just a little crush, even though im trying really hard to show him how much i love him.
im not sure how to go about any of this though..ugh im so lost and confused
i always call him even if he isnt home, and always try to talk to him [everyday...he doesnt go to school much anymore], and i dont know how to make this better
Pillow fights mmm my fav! Harassment is even better! heh. yeah my mom is being a wicked bitch with the whole snooping on my screen. But whatever. update more!
yes, but i dont understand how i can possibly do that!
do you have any idea? because im totally lost lol
i kept asking him "How can i make this better" and hes like "you need to figure that out on your own" and trust me, im really freakin trying but i cant think of anything other then being there and not even going near making the same mistake
hes not really an ex. we never went out because..he has major issues with being extremely hurt by girls in the past [faking pregnancies and cheating and shit..he really had it rough] so he was wicked scared, so ive just kinda been there for 2 years. And right when he was really close to taking a chance, i fucked up.
and he is still talking to me, surprisingly.
hes like "if it was anyone else, i wouldnt be giving them a second chance"
*sigh*
haha. You can't POSSIBLY be shorter than me! :/
well. I'm not midget but I'm not shaq. dude. yeah so ummm.
ttyl
[Anonymous]
awwwwwww now i really want it!!
tease! lol

i dont know, love problems. i basically betrayed and really hurt the guy i love by kissing some other guy i like, even though ive been single for 2 years. its a bad and odd situation, i dont blame you if it doesnt make sense lol
awwww i want a funnel cake!!!!!!
i love your journal..

..and thanks, im gonna try :/
haha. thats cool. do you have a website for that band, that way i can like check em out, lol.
aw man, you went to that concert... i tried to go to that one but ended up goin the day after? I like 12 step rebels but ive never heard the band you like. But ill try to hear it. Is it psychobilly??
it's just you. I'm IM ing you and you aren't responding

:/
[Anonymous]
hehe why thankyou
bring out the old strong fists! :)

love hannah
yeah, i've learned it. i'm just trying not to be pessimistic.
♥
ps. (lol) me and my frens saw The Sweet And Tender Hooligans... have you seen them? Oh man they sound exactly like the Smiths!!
last year?? cuz i went to that show too. for Ghost Tiger Rise?
dude... oh man, yea they are awsome. and i love the smiths too, DAMN i love robots too! lol
i love tiger army... you? lol
haha i love ur little robo-cursor
i likethe look of your diary. that's awesome, a pillow fight club.
.peace.
.cait.
[Anonymous]
awww yesh
i would love for you to bash someones face
with a pillow seeing as your in a club
hehe thankyou :) life saverrr

love hannah
youve finished schooool?
wow thats awesome
hehe im no comedian
im angry. grr tiger :)

love hannah
ROBOT very awsome.

his my first love
[Anonymous]
badluckbetty13 SIT ANNIVERSARY!

<3
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[Anonymous]