things are not any better at the house. so i'm thinking of leaving as in goodbye. i dont know where to go but i can't take it anymore. i'm welcomed at my friend vanessa's house and my friend jaime's house but i dont wanna be a burden. jonathan doesnt even know whats going on and what makes me even more sad is that sean&him are attached..it seems to me but i can be wrong. i've been bummed lately and i dont know whats gonna happen with us. i'm scared but i think way too much. : / i miss him though. a lot. prom with him was fun and nice. ok, i think imma go call leo now.