i hate being a girl

by siamesegun
Feeling: inquisitive
new month i hate being a girl monthly saying this only complicates things - i am sick - i am in trouble - i got into a fight with my dad yesterday - it's too hot - and now this? i also hate when boys get too close and then they try making out with me. nigga please you are still my lil wangsta anetters. shhhhhh. don't tell anette I hijacked her sit. shhh... wait it WILL be anette who sees this! ahh!!! ah!!! haha. ---kid who loves jose luis sin censura.
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thanks. Its hard to make my own descisions, i guess im just too weak for that. More than myself im thinking of the child and the fact that i dont really even know the guy.

Im thinking of aborting.
Im not sure alot would stop me taking drugs [abusing my body]

I know the right thing to do is probably to abort but its just such a hard thing to do...Its scary. Im going to have this guilt hanging over me all the time.
Its just all so confusing..
Yeah i find it pretty hard to be sane most of the time. Drugs are my life. It hard t give up on everything you've known for years. The father doesnt know yet and i may not tell him, he's an ass. Took complete advantage of the situation..i didnt even really have a choice in the matter it just happened.
Ive taken 2 tests and they are both positive. Im pretty sure im pregnant.
well i dont suppose there is a difference but yes he took advantage, I never thought of it as rape though.

I would fucking love to throw a few hard vegetables at him. Maybe a few hammers too.
umm.. I dunno. But I guess we won't be able to hang out tomorrow. even the assumption is stupid. but you didnt' tell me anything. so yeah.. im still waiting cause maybe you'll call at least. or on saturday morning? yeah.
[Anonymous]
I hope things get better with your parents.
you are still my lil wangsta.
[Anonymous]
wtf? did leo just hijack your sit? oh man..that fucker. I'm gonna shoot him!!!

want me to? want me to? cause I'll do it!
haha
[Anonymous]
also I hope you feel better.
[Anonymous]
hey... do you want to marry me at the blood brothers show on may 3 at the epicenter in san diego???

my friend jose is driving. he got the job!
[Anonymous]