These past two days i've been hanging out with Alicia. She's pretty cool but one of those people that fucking makes a huge mess at my house, and after i clean it up.. She makes it even wooorse than before, and i get yelled at. ugh. ANNDD, she can be really bitchy. So i guess these past two days have just been dumb. Bernnedette has been getting mad at me because we haven't hung out. umm, lamecoreeee? yeah. This week is going to be crazy. I think tomorrow is my only day that i'll be free. Except for the fact that Bernnedette wants me to go over and stay the night at her house tomorrow, friday AND saturday. She invited me to go to Disneyland with her--and thinks it's necessary that i stay there Thursday, Friday, and Saturday. I can understand Saturday, but what the hell? Friday & Saturday i have plans. And i TOLD her that too. UGHHH. And so now she's mad at meeeee. laaaaammmeeeeee. Friday i will be hanging out with Ty. And Saturday, for Nicole's birthday, she invited me to go to HURRICANE HARBOR with her. And since i've never been there, i said yes. Besides, it's for her birthday. =] She also invited me to stay the night, but seeing as i just remembered that i have Disneyland the next morning, i can't. I need to figure something out. I've been lacking my swedish fish lately. Or at least these past two days.I miss her.♥ I love my bestie =] Alot of things piss me off, people things, I'm cranky. This is what i wanna say... (1) If you don't like what music some one listens to, don't listen to it, think about what you would say if they went, oh gee you're right my music does suck i'm going to listen to everything you do...you would call them a fucking poser. There are different types of music because people like different things and are different, saying other peoples music sucks is saying yours is better, you can't compare music as being better cuz its about personal choice. Your personality is not superior to anyone elses and neither is your music. Shut your mouth. (2) Being dumb when you are intelligent is NOT a turn on...just because Jessica Simpson and Paris Hilton are hot and stupid does not mean if you act stupid people will think you are as hot as they are. I have no respect for you. (3) Not having a Boyfriend or Girlfriend is not something to kill yourself over. If every single person killed themselves, we'd have to start second level cemetary's. You are spoilt and are an insult to anyone who actually has real problems, like if they will get a meal tomorrow, or shot in the chest. Slitting your wrists does not make you individual, deep or thoughtful, you have not thought about the people who will worry about you thinking you have a serious problem when really your a selfish attention seeker. If you seriously have a problem and you want to kill yourself, which i in no way condone, slit your fucking throat.....Doesn't sound like Something you want to do? then you value your life, stop wasting other peoples time. Get a Life. (4)JUST BECAUSE YOU THINK SOMETHING SUCKS DOES NOT MAKE IT. SO YOUR OPINION IS NOT THE BE ALL AND END ALL OF EVERYTHING. (5)You don't own anyone, do not try and decide what is best for them, you do not know what is going on within their lives. (6) Posers. I mean, serisouly...what the FUCK? You look extremely stupid dressing, or acting like you are into something you have no idea about. Just because it makse you look "bad ass" or "cool" does not mean that it's the world tred. Get a new fucking hobby, idiot. there's more...but i'm tired.. goodnight =]