until the day i die

Listening to: story of the year
Feeling: dumb
m moving to new jerseyyy! yup.its official..well..not quite..but i will when im older! =) right green bean!? me and green bean are gonna go to college together and be dorm room buddies!! its gonna be wayyy fun.im xciited! but of coarse i have to take stefen with meee! tomorrow im going to the movies with stefen! im soo excited i cant wait to hang out with him! hes soo sweet and nice =) yay.i'll tell you all about it green beann! donnnt you worry ;) rachael was suppose to be staying the night tonight and then me and her were gonna go surfing saturday..well..i was gonna teach her..but since she decided to ditch me,not even bother telling me, and go over to hang out with jessica instead and then THEY go to alonzo's house..how gaaayy..w/e i just need to get over this because she does this shit all the time.she's obvisoully not a very good friend if she dooes this to me all the time.now i feel totally stupid when i believed her when she said "i miss you so much i really want to hang out with you" yah eff you rachael.jerk well, thank the lord i was talking to my one and only GREEN BEANNNN..my sister =) or else i would have went crazy.lol.i love green bean soo much.she is like the only one that understands what i go through and she has been really the only one there for me.i dont know what id do w/out her.im so glad i met her because she is deffinitly my best friend and one of my closest friends i have.and i think its soo cool that we get along so great and nothing ever could ruin the aweeesome friendship we have now.we should have green bean day.just to honor how good of a friend she is.when i move to NJ, im deff throwing a party for that skater/surfer girl =) yayyyy. haha hey green bean! "we have an IQ of 200!ANNNDD we have our own band.ALL DRUMS!" can you say COOL!? hahaha <333 youuu! CountDown to Junior Lifeguards: 4 days yessssss! i cannot wait! stefen, me adn you deff have to go to the beachh! we will steal the lifeguard truckkk! YOUUU DRIIVEEE! hahaha Until the day i die, i'll spill my heart for you k.i'll stop now..goodnight.. I LOVE Green Bean and Stefen<3
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hey srry bout my crappy internet. but ur not mean. not to me its cause u were talkin bout ur sister saying she was fat and ugly. so ur not mean. lol. i had fun and i hope we can go again when i get back. i love u elisha
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hey babe..i just got your comment and of course i want to hang out with you!!!! i love you so much!! and i miss ya too!!! well call me sometime kae!! 746-0196!!! LAUREN~
[Anonymous]
i dig the site
[Anonymous]
well here is an update .. his gf isnt coming any this summer and she has cancer but its going away .. and my friend found out for me that he doesnt like me anymore and i dont know how long he hasnt liked me like idk maybe its been a while idk ima call him tomorrow and get my questions that i have answered! im heartbroken right now but ill be ok i think?! neways love yas *mwah*

-ash
[Anonymous]
haha wow new jersey awesome
jersey girls!
im probably moving to texas..
haha
[Anonymous]
rachel sounds stupid
tell me how everything went kiddo
[Anonymous]
how old this green bean?? it is good u close to u sister...i am close to my bro. he rocks the house!!! he is the coolest eva! he is turning 20 this year and i am 15 so we have some kick ass times. stay close to ur sis...
corn hole patrol
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CALL ME! I LOVE U!
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i don't like the ppl that are in to surfing just for the looks. sure it looks good and chicks dig it,b ut i have found something more in it. u ever heard of Bells beach? i have surfed not far from there! the waves are unreal cool! surfing is something that will stay with you for life..it is good u started so young. it is unreal u have found the "real" side to surfing..the relaxing side! i love it..i almost dream about it everynight! keep surfing!
i am a fool.
hey this is alexa i got your message & yeah im going early tuesday so come early okay love ya bye
JERKFACE!
i love youuu! youre my bestest frined ever!!! i cant wait till you come home and i get to hear about what happened wiht you and stefen todya! i hope you guys had an awesoem time and im sure he thought you were awesome, because you are! i dunno what id do without you!
*swedish fish*
GREEN BEAN!
we rule california and nj! haha wooww
[Anonymous]
hey elisha its chelsea i miss you we should hang out sometime k!!!!1
chelsers~
im waiting to hear how it went! hahaha
[Anonymous]
no i havent seen him since and he doesnt IM me...lol
[Anonymous]
yeah that richard guy was the one who i needed advice on u see wut happened just recently in my latest entry "its over between us" one so yeah now that u read it tell me wut ya think.. if ya like ill let u read the whole thingy of wut happened with chats that i had with his gf in ohio who now knows wut he did behind her back! jus lemme know if u wanna read it and ill email it to u jus leave ur email on my diary!! *mwah* ttyl! love yas

-ash
[Anonymous]
sorry to hear about your toxic friend rachel. What a biznitch. Anywho - Hope you and stefen have lots of fun tonight. :)
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