okay so first of all its so fuckin hot out here i feel like im in arizona or something crazy hot like that. and im definitly in debt way too much and payday isn't coming fast enough. and i cant stand going around in circles with this boy, its getting kinda ridiculious. my birthday came and went so fast, i dont feel any older. but i bought my first lottery ticket, so that was fun kinda.. my best friend left for college today and i am so incredibly happy for her, but i miss her more than words could let me describe.