home sick

Feeling: crappy
yay for not having to go to school♥ boo for not updating in 5 days sorry guys =[ i'm a slacker now. SCHOOL ditched about three times last week.oops. i'm not getting switched out of drama until 2nd semester, THEN i will be taking child development, which is of coarse always good =] i feel like such a crappy friend right now. me and bernnedette are suppose to be taking two classes to become a referee in soccer. well, we both went to the class on wendesday. but tonight, i didn't go. =[ i told her i'd meet her there, but i never showed up. reason: mom never showed up to pick me up until 800, but the class starts at 600 =[ fjksdhfjkldhs i feel so bad. so i made her a card & i think later tonight i'll make cookies. ughhh fjshjfkhdsjkf anyways, saturday is a beach clean up for oceanography. 30 points extra credit. i should go just to prove to my teacher, mr. buhring. aka, MR BORING. that i am not a bad student. he hates me & bri. we laugh & talk too much. i signed up to be a volunteer at the rain project. helping kids who use to be abused, molested, homeless...etc. yayay i get to be a babysitter/ mentor/ big sister/ tutor =] stuff like that makes me just want to take them home and spoil the crap out of them. < 3 seeing as i was home all day, i watched passions & days of our lives < 3 yay. travis stayed home with me, because he didn't want to go to school if i didn't< 3 so he came over and we hung out all day. i love him. every moment spent with you, is a moment i treasure
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ditching school is horrible.
you are going to die lonely. obviously.


yeah i didn't get an i love you last night. It's hard . we don't say we love each other very often, not directly...it's just weird.
it's like the feelings are so strong that the words aren't enough.

but i still liked hearing it every once a month.
You did not hurt my feelings.
I just do not think it is fair to judge someone just by their name.

But... if it will make you feel better...
I forgive you
[bob]
i agree.

argh i miss him loads.

brlah.

but yay for december's fast approach.
I love looking after kids.
yeah, I've done that.
It's nice of you to at least try and make him feel better, even if it doesn't help, at least you tried:)
[bob]
sorry for not updating, i shall do it..sometime. yeah.

thanks for liking my long so-called "amazing" entries. im glad some people do :)

haircuts are evil to me, my hair always look bad for at least a week before it settles and stuff.myeahhh...and i just had photos taken and i think i blinked. oh nooo.

i dont see the point in cleaning my room. heh, i survived like months without ever making my bed, but then occasionally mom comes in (ctd)
which kinda pisses me off anyway. yeah, im one of those people who'd go "why make my bed when id be sleeping on it in like five hours anyway?". lazy people. oh how i adore being lazy.

mmm food. hot chocolate sounds dreamy right now. chris bought a tin of hot chocolate that has charlie and the choc factory onnit. its pretty nifty :P
oh, and youre listening to a great song! scott and me made up a drunk version of it. and we were sober.
thanks love. ♥
Ah, I'm a soccer ref. It's a shame that those classes are really long and really boring. But it's cool to become one, the pay is nice.