ok.today was a pretty good day except for the fact i sorta feel abandoned by brit and carol tonight. but im over it...cus carol is comin to my grandparents tomara so its cool. carol kinda got pissed at me today and im still unsure exactly why..hmmmm.. well on the other hand...im bout to blow up! ok tyler shannon is my one and only regret. i kno u shouldnt regret things and i have a sayin that'things happen for a reason' and im not sure why we ever happened. him i dated constantly last yr. we did things together but not that far. but i had truely thought that i was in love. but we had more downs than ups which isnt good. he always had his eyes on more than one gurl even tho him and i were daten. he hit me a few times and hes a compulsive liar and possibly bipolar.he played me around forever. he kept goin back to me knowin i still liked him...i was used as back up how ever i kept goin bac to him cus i really liked him. he made me cry alot and i realized it wasnt worth it anymore so i finally after it took a year got over him! YAY! i kno great for me. but not really. see my friends come to me for help and one of my best friends natasha happened to get in the same position i was with tyler..i warned her but she had to try things for herself. well to make this story short he is still usen her. they have been on and off the past year and she cant seem to get over him like i couldnt. and im sick of all this shit and drama. they jsut broke up again and now he likes her best. and now her best might date her even tho she knos tash still likes him,. and tyler knows it too..he has way with girls and then goes for their friends. well tonight its all guna end. im callin him. i kno pray for me. but im guna do wats right. guys.. who needs them..all i need in life are my friends. ive been hurt so many times and also jsut recently so why bother wen u kno wat happens next. i like someone right now..i kinda just started talken to me. hes a sophmore. and he seems cool but im not guna say his name..things get around . but if nothen happens i always can use a friend.