ahhh...one half day left. but tomara is take pictures and give my number out day. also i have to go to the awards assembly. won something stupid. gag me. im going to miss everyone. it seems to soon. well i just got home form chris's. i went swimming. but man my new bathing suit is pissing me off. i think ill return it. cus i was being stupid as usual..i did a cannon ball and something peeked. damn it. well wednesday jesse is takeing us home to melisa's. then we are going to autumns party but i dont know if anyone is going cus she told no one. but im sure we wil have fun. then thursday its shopping for my afi stuff and hemp and posters and cds. yea i cant wait. pac sun and hot topic here i come. then friday mel is having a party BUT bryan and josh and i guess perry is invited. but they are going to graduation. and man now they might not come. wtf. its the last time we'll see them. i dont even know if im friends with perry..o well i dont care and i dont want to talk bout him. today im feeling extra insecure. bout everything. i gotta let go of these bad thoughts by putting a private entry in my new diary- poetryndespair. so yea later