yep today was ok. days keep getting better and better... but the girl keeps rubbing it in my face that now the guy i like supposively likes her..and she knows i like him and somehow doesnt care. she has three guys she likes right now..why does one of them have to be *him* GOD DAMN CUNT WHORE!!! haha. but i have to get offline soon and call carol and then him. carol is really upset..it seems like everyone has to start shit with her..like shes a bad person and blah blah and most things dont upset her..but right now it is..shes hurt so i have to be there for her. i was suppose to go camping this weekend but my parents wouldnt let me go! mutherfucker my dad is so protective cus im his only girl booowhooo.. i mean you let my brothers on a longer leash...but no i have to stay home and spend boring quAlity time with my mom and dad. why dont they? i feel childish..but it just isnt fair. im sick of it. they dont anymore rights than me. i mean we are triplets and all the same age..i mean if they were older..maybe id understand easier..but nope they arent older! and my other friend is having problems with her b/f. carin. this kasey girl keeps flirting with him and shit. she calls him and hangs out with him *alone*. he even ditches carin to be with her! but carin is so nice that she just lets them walk all over her. i think she give them a piece of her mind b/4 i do. cus it ticks me off. and i was talking to sam and i realized that all these girls in my grade..are fucking sluts! i mean my like really good friend jsut lost her virginity and she was dateing the guy for four days! and it seems everyone is doing it, so they can just loose it and be cool. but i dont want to do that..so i guess im not cool. i mean i m not going to abstinent..i just want to have it when it is right. im sick off these preppy ass girls in my 1st period class..they get on my nerves..they think they are really cool with their ruffled skirts and high heel flip flops.. hahaha! they think they are setting a trend and abeing cool. but little do they know that they are just falling in other preppy girls foot steps/shadows. they think its cool but damn ..its stupid. i mean i have lots of friends..but im unique and go with MY flow. and im respected for it. so why copy others? when you're loved for being you! ha well thats enough for the lecturing.. ta-ta