is it so hard to believe that hearts are made to be broken.. cant u see that love and beauty live in constant time dont u want our hearts to be torn wide open Wont u feel heaven in out endless cries atleast you cant try just to be closer for this one last time let me fall into yer arms itll be alright dont let us go any colder for this one last time let me close to yer heart... HIM-9th circle gooooood song lol btw wat does blasphemous mean??? lol well good morning everyone.. i need a cigaretter..llmao but i feel alot better than yesterday im bored i didnt run this morning..feelin kind lazy i was guna go to the mall with my mom but im expecting some calls this weekend will be long..i have that feeeling i have a lot of feelings bout certain things. maybe im pyshic..haha i wish id love to see wats in the future for me well im goin tho..my entries are soo short i gotta get use to spilling my guts on this online thing..its hard for me to be so open bout personal things im so use to helping friends out then not talking bout my problems so as i keep writen in this god forsaken thing , im sure ill get better! end is near so let death bless me with u ta-ta