well long time no entries! its been awhile. and it may be. im going through alot at once and have no time to write the feelings down. but ppl have been trying to hook me up with guys that i dont like. its making me mad. i dont want a relationship. right now, my life is underconstruction. and if i have a guy in it would only make it worse. this summer is just to have fun. and if any of my friends piss me off im just simply not talking to them for the rest of the summer. heres the agenda for the summer: 1.get my drum set 2.learn to play the drums 3.go to skate parks 4.perhaps skate..lol 5.make songs 6.swim ofcourse 7.get black!!! 8.get a job 9.field hockey/ workout 10.as usual PARTY!!!!!!! yea i like the last one the best. o and get my permit! woohoo so i guess i should speak of a problem that may build up if i dont let it out on here. my one good friends, not mentioning any names. has a mother. duh. lol . but she always finds a way to get in my friends personal life. she shelters her. and then she digs up shit and ditches it on her friends. and i am one of them. the woman tries to make me the problem all the time. she makes me to be the bad person. gets me involved in something that im not in. and gets in my personal life. i feel she stepped way over bounds and now im sick of it and so is my mom. so now its revenge. but what pisses me off the most is that..i just told my friend. cus her mom just recently found a note'that i wrote' (which is BS) and is telling my moms friends about how bad i am and the 'oh so hideious' things i wrote in this letter. and i told my friend and she asked her mom. her mom said she doesnt know what shes talking bout. you are obviously in denial towards your kid. ta-ta