im sooooo sick/ dizzy!!!!!!! why cant i feel better? im so depressed and lost today! and lonely ta boot. i cant stand it. i feel so weak and not myself. oh please not this again. i dont want it to happen all over again. i jsut hope i make it through this week. i have alot of things to do and to plan still. i dunnoo. ahhh.. i jsut want to cry. im so overwhelmed. im just waitin until 9 so i can call charles. thats all ive been doing all day is waiting until 9. the dance is coming up soon...and i hope i feel better. and loook better. i dunno. i think im going to go. i dont know wat else to write in here. no one reads/ or comments. why do i still have posts? bye