well, its about 7:02 and im bored out of my mind. Summer doesnt feel like summer. Nor do i feel like myself lately. i miss you, charles. I did nothing today. absolutely nothing. All ive been thinking about his Charles. My summer is going to be shitty. I dont feel like doing anything. I dont want to be home but when i do everything feels unfamiliar cus i keep going places. So then i stay home for a day and im bored out of my mind and are completely depressed. ah. im just going to go now. later