this morning i woke up with a feeling in my stomache. not a normal one. then around 12 b/4 i leave my friend, autumn, calls me. and says that alix bailey was in a car accident and is in hershey. but has 50/50 chance of living. WHY CANT I JUST DIE! this society is hell. so im no longer afraid of being sent there when i do die. ppl arent careful, and just selfish. so selfish that they are careless on the road and in a hurry to get somewhere..they ruin a day,kill a life,damages a family. wake up everyone. if we soon dont do something..everyone and anyone will soon all be dead. we need a good place for uncoming childrenn to live in. do something. make this world better. i dont see how all this can happen. so far all the ppl that have died in the past year..4 out of 6 were car accidents. r.i.p.-nate,travie,allyson,kevin,corey,shay and darlene. this life is now worthless. i refuse to have any other close friends die. -to be truthful...for so long i wish i were dead. and now im scared and paranoid of dieing- we were sent here for some reason. if their is no god, atleast our parents put us here for a reason. im not letting anyone down. *think about it* LATER