my life is crap i am crap when i try to help ppl they 'shit' on me get through to myself out of everyone else im confused i dont care i do care im not sure if i care i sick of talking bout the same shit its over goodbye had fun today was at carol's perry,josh,and brent came over we did practically nothing carol and josh are cute together next time we're going to my house which is up the road..practically we'll have fun we wont be bored and carol and josh can be happy alone im not sure what i learned this year i have a feeling,i missed something or something is missing what the hell am i talking bout i daze off all the time thinking of nothing i am nothing wow nothing i hate that word think bout it.... .... ... ... space is nothing it leads to nowhere what is this life didnt exist there'd be nothing at all somehow i cant comprehend that and believe it im very confused and deeply trying to know why? confusion takes over my body and mind cya