ahh..snow ruined my plans for the weekend and it looks like i wont see charles at all this weekend either.:/ i want to see him really bad. i hope next weekend. since my game is canceled tomara. yesterday i went to get a dress for winterball. 'paradise on ice'. lol. i got a white dress. its actually pretty swell. melisa helped me pick out a dress. so i had an alright day. and i talked to charles. i was kinda upset last night since i wont be able to see him today. but i didnt want him to know cus i dont want him to worry or feeel bad and plus i didnt want to ruin his good mood/day. but i was kind crying. but shhhhh. i was just kinda upset cus i was expecting to kinda tell him my secret today. but i guess not. ive been ready. im not too scared im just wating until then next time i see him and waiting for a good moment. so tahts why i was upset. and i didnt want to metion it cus i shouldnt of been that upset. so felt dumb.lol. anyways..i got my hair cut today,brows waxed and sat on my butt from then on , on the phone. and soon im going to watch anchorman. so im going to go now later