well this x-mas break is going a ok. but it doesnt feel too much like break to me..cus most of the breaks in the past were all spent with carol. but since she moved i barely talk to her. yesterday i hung out with reggie and capri. we saw meet the fockers. it was really good. i recommend to go seeing it if you havent. lol. then we hung out at my house listening to records and cds and eating foooood. i may have them over for new years eve since theres nothing to do that night. and that we all decided not to go to shane's party. so i think thats what im going to do. last night i got to talk to charles just like every other night. i think he might have been..i dunoo. upset? or maybe im paranoid. but i was talking alot and i dont want to get on my b/fs nerves..so i dunno..lol. but i went to kiss him goodnight..and he hung up on me too soon at the end of the convo. ahh well wat can ya i do. im just stupid and paranoid. lol. anyways i get to see him wednesday which is sooner than i thought id get to see him. so yay. and i need to call carin like freaking crazy b/c i have a damn tournament on thursday in york..and thats all i know..lol. later