i feel bad,terrible,negative,bitchy,stupid,confused,upset, and awful is just one of them. god. i just recently push my best friend of 4 years away..and i miss her. she was always there for me. and now it seems she doesnt care. im such a bitch things were getting to me so i pushed lots of ppl away that were close to me;..but lost the best one of them all. god i feel alone. the end just passed and it didnt take me with it. now im only left here with confusion on why i must stay like this. miserable god. i hope its jsut faze. im stupid. i kno its not an excuse but i dont think anymore. well im gona try to make things better and hopefully i gain everything bac. like it use to be dont go to high school stay young while u can and never give up and forever stay strong ta-ta