i want starbucks every minute of the day. i want to lose 10 pounds. i want to spend every penny of my paycheck on expensive clothes and makeup. i want to have better relationships. i want someone i want it to rain everynight just so i can fall asleep to it's sound. i want to read so fast that i can read 5 books a week. i want to meet new people. i want to get out more. i want to take pictures so i remember everything i see. i dont want to apologize to anyone. i want to party. i want to see my friends more. i want a best friend again. i want to hang out with bryanna and morgan more. i want to see sharla more. i dont want to make any more lame decisions about boys. i dont want to go to school. i want to be more optimistic. i want winter to be over already. ..but i want to go to the mountains and see the snow. i dont want people to judge me. i dont want to care what people think. i dont want to care what i think. wow. that felt good.