i couldnt feel sad. or my heart breaking. or. my. face. but i felt every single cigarette. and i felt free. and i regret everything. every. single. thing. ever. i want to move far far away. get out of here. forget everyone. but take sharla with me. cause she's the only person who knows me and loves me for me. im killing myself. im a fuck up. blame everything on me. gosh, im so emo. if the whole world is against this. how will it work.