May 17, 2005 Today may seem like one of those days in which everyone else has a perfect life except for you, stephanie. Realize, first of all that no one has a perfect life and that we are all plagued by demons of some sort. Second of all, it is not wise to compare yourself to others anyhow. The more you do, the more you are simply setting yourself up for failure. Find that sense of love and fulfillment within yourself. i stayed home today. it felt good. bye.