why do i always have to be in control? oh, right, because no one else takes control. i try to plan stuff out. but it's just not good enough. grr. okay. soooooooo im bored. sorry for my lack of an entry. i felt really sad today. but i did all my physics homework. im ahead with homework i feel accomplished. i'm sick of people right now. cant wait till saturday. maybe some stress/sadness will be relieved, if you know what i mean... i want a boyfriend right.............................................................................................................. now. &hearts, me.