i hate winter. it makes me depressed. i think i have seasonal something disorder or whatever its called. i read about it in a magazine.
the cold air wind makes me sleepy. and its all i want to do. sleep is nice.
st nick came last night (dutch tradition or something) and in my stocking i recieved:
mall giftcard ($50)
starbucks giftcard ($15)
ornaments
life savor gummies.
fruit and candy canes.
it was a good morning. hehe.
ive had a lot of thinking to do. about relationships. and i think im handeling it well.
i need to lose weight.
mk bye.
bucky
so usually when i'm happy i don't write a lot.
oh well.
you don't need to lose weight.
i do.
you know why its not.
because we're not kids. we cant get excited about santa and presents.
we're not parents. we cant be happy for our family and our children.
so if your alone at this time of the year it sucks.
and theres nothing to do about it.
im sorry steph.
cheer up though.
because maybe NEXT year your love the season. heck. maybe easter will be your holdiay? eh? eh?
relationshipd eh?...with who!! : ( im so out of the loop
bryanna
wife again