i changed my diary around a bit it's weird being a teenager, you never know what to expect. what to believe. who to believe. whats right, whats wrong. and who you're going to meet along the way. i helped a friend today. it felt good. im worried about her, and shes worried about herself. but i want her to know im here to help her, whenever she needs it along the way. i think she is just stressing herself out. i like helping people, a lot. i was thinking of making a career out of it. i have a cousin who works with abused women and children. she loves her job. i think its interesting. i'm so tired of the rain. if i had superpowers i would use my superbeam to keep all the clouds away and everyday would be perfectly sunny. winter formal is coming up, so is valentines day. this time of year is so unlucky for me. " i know she's everything he ever loved at seventeen" i want someone to feel that way about me.