Mat:
Steph, Hi. Its Mat, you know...your favorite person ever! wow thid year was crazy. remember last year hen you just some pretty girl that would say hi to me? haha. i always thought you were beautiful and then you stopped saying hi to me. Our friendship means so much to me. I know im crazy, but hey, so are uou. Im so lucky that you are still friends with me after everything ive done to you. Im sorry for all of it but at least we are good friends now. Our talks about stuff are amazing and we both know each other better then pretty much anyone else does. haha. we rule. dont ever forget that/ IM looking forward to the su,,er and hanging out with you all the time cause well, im cool, your cool, we should just hug and forget about everything else/ I cant wait to hang out with you in summer and drice on the freeway with you ha. weve had a lot of memories this year and hopefully we will have lots more. I love you steph. Love, Mat espinoza.
Bryanna:
HI Steph!! Once again i love you so much you really are my favorite.. hehe i have so much to thank you for...listening to me and helping me when im in freak out mode. i cant wait for this summer and our beach days and hot men search. lol. we are gunna make this summer rock!!! I hope you feel like you can always count on me and tell me anything and call me anytime and well make a hot date! I heart you mucho... and not just because your a super sex face! You have my didgets yo! xo Bryanna.
Bucky:
Steph. Where do i start... well this year has been a roller coaster... honestly.. mat. then me then mat some more. friendships and break ups. we still ended up as friends. year you may think i am obsessed with you but i just want to be the best friend i can possibly be and always be there for you. i think our relationship is ginormous and some what true. I imagine how very close we have become and how strong we have grown in our relationship. You mean so much to me not as a friend but as some kind of best friend. i dont know you are awesome and i hope we can be "favorites" again. I am hopeful. .Bucky.
Sharla:
-Stephanie_ I love you! i miss hanging out with you like everyday. now youre just too cool for me & too hott! thats why im glad you only got to meet keith in the dark at the beach because if he saw your face in the daylgiht hed probably dump me! haha. wow i still cant believe that a little more than a year ago we hated each other and we both liked grayson. haha!! then soon after that we became best friends and i miss these times. you have gone through a lot this year and im sorry i wasnt always there for me. I guess i just felt you didnt need my friendship anymore. Kami seemed to take my place andd then katherine... but im retarded because you and i will always be friends! You mean so much to me and i am always here for you and your many boy problems! love, sharla.
Dennis:
Stephanie- you are so beautiful! i hope we stay friends forever! im really satisfied with the fact that we have become friends. thank you so much for helping me out and listening. im going to move in with you this summer and well have lots and lots of fun. I love you so much dont ever change. Dennis Pham.
its funny and kind of sad how things change. and how some things never change. this year has probabaly been the biggest change of my life. it also contained the most surprises.
i didnt include every single entry in my yearbook. only the ones that seemed most important then. and the ones who have changed the most.
i got bored while cleaning my room. and its always nice to look through old yearbooks.
its strange. last year when everyone was writing these in my yearbook, i thought friendships would never change. i thought everything would always be okay and that these people would stay in my life forever. well some did. others just faded out.
i did change. i changed despite what dennis wrote to me. maybe thats the reason we dont get along anymore. i changed. he stayed the same. maybe he even changed a little. who knows. i just know our relationship will never be the same again and thats a shame.
sharla and i always had an off and on relationship. but she will always be in my heart and in my phonebook as someone i can always call/talk to. she is a true friend and one of the only ones this year.
Bucky and i had a rough year with so many up and down emotions. but now he seems so content with his life and im truly happy for him and his decisions.
mat will never change. and even though our relationship had matured, and in some way we have both matured, he is the same boy i fell in love with last year and never forgot. i am happy with him and its true, we are both crazy and have our differences but my feelings for him will never change.
one person i would have added in this entry would be kami, but unfortunately she didnt write in my yearbook. but that was another change. or lost friend. whichever.
this year is over. and next year is my senior year. im excited but scared. maybe this summer some old frienships can be brought back and new ones started.
thanks,
stephanie marie.
first of all. it was really nice seeing you at abbeys house, even if we didnt talk much.
we say it all the time, but i think we should hang out more and i dont know why we dont.
but besides that, dont feel bad that i didnt write in your yearbook. i was going through mine the other day too (weird...) and no one signed mine, not even kim! so i think i was going through an "i dont care phase" and you shouldnt..
thats not the point. its summer time. and its a time for me to start new, at least im not going away. and id like things between us to go back to "girl talk" times. i think a lot of why we arent friends isnt anything personally against you. i have had a crazy year. and ive been crazy, ive tried to distance myself from...
maybe we should just go thrift store shopping/hamburger eating/its a grind one night.
bryanna