i stayed home today. who wants to go to school with a headache and cramps...not me. my new years wasnt that exciting, but fun nonetheless. i went to joshuas house and played "scene it" on the tv. boys against girls. we lost because ian is some kind of movie maniac or something and has seen everything. :-/. haha, i love that kid. the garden state soundtrack is amazing. mat came over yesterday and we watched jawbreaker. i've been hanging out with that boy a lot lately. maybe this time we can be friends. and it wont end like the last few times. i hope so. christmas break went way too fast. i hate that. i hate school. im sorry to everyone ive ever hurt [if only that could work] and with that, i leave you these lyrics: You're still not famous and you haven't struck it rich Underachieving Cause no-one's receiving This tunnel vision is turning out all wrong Music is worthless unless it can make a Complete stranger break down and cry its true.