my life has changed dramatically this summer. wow. just looking at last year.. i feel like a different person. i'm a senior. and i know that's not exciting to all of you that graduated, but you all were excited one year ago. ha. i got sleeping pills the other day. some might say they are "hardcore." lol. well i took my first one last night and i was out like a light. haha not really. i walked downstairs, asked me dad to make me chili, ate it. dont remember eating it. stumbled upstairs and threw it up and went to sleep. it was quite an experience. hah. im obsessed with the new fall out boy cd. i want to give up on him. i dont want to hurt everytime i see/hear him flirting with other girls. i dont want to care. i want to move on. and this sucks. well, i have to go to the dentist now. :-P i miss my friends, so call me. i need to get out and take my mind off things. i wish it was halloween so i could go to knotts scary farm. thats my favorite time of year. :) love, me.