happy new year everybody don't you just love the new year? starting over with a clean slate. nice anc clean. this year was hard, but i learned a lot about who i am. and nothing will change that. i've learned about relationships, friendships, getting to know yourself. i've found what's most important to me, and who's most important to me. even writing this, i somehow feel like a lot of this year has been wasted. and i know exactly what it's been wasted on. next year will be great. i think the problem is i have never made a new years resolution. but this year i have about a million. 1. meet new people, make new friends 2. tell everyone how much they mean to me, since next year will be a lot different 3. try harder in school 4. take on new perspectives of life (positivity) 5. start to feel good about myself 6. stop feeling guilty about the past 7. keep in touch with old friends 8. make a plan for my life 9. learn more about music, art, and psychology. 10. get a new job, start saving more money 11. travel somewhere i've never been 12.set a weekly goal 13. be more organized 14. be a better person 15. be a better friend 16. be nicer 17. drink more water 18. find someone, anyone, that will always be there for me. someone who i just know will. 19. take more pictures 20. be a better sister/ daughter theres about 20, but i could go on, and on, and on. now i know what to change. i hope you all have a wonderful year in 2005.