Why can't I decipher the severity of any situation? I have the same emotions regarding every situation. Negative and positive. Its crap. It makes me insensitive and I hate it. I hate me. I guess I did some really dumb things recently, but I didnt realize they were seriously dumb until after someone explained to me in depth why it was dumber than a lot of other things I've done. Well I feel bad about it now, but it took me too effing long. I need to think before I do things. Really really bad. I ruined so many things. Dumb, dumb, dumb.