Fnjgksdngsd. I wish I could sleep. Just, drop everything I'm thinking about, and sleep. And not wake up until 9:30 tommorow. But thats not going to happen. Because I'm retarded. I must be tired, because I'm not ever this irratible unless I'm tired. But fortunately, I dont show irratibilty online. Or any kind of despair. Because I dont want people to share in my despair. I pretend I'm happy even if I'm really punching the screen. I did that a lot tonight. I'm surprised my screen isnt broken by now. I wish I could just... sleep.