Fate's timing does suck. Usually. Tonight was scary. Because I have trouble with emotions, no one knew I was scared. People treated me like they always do. I got left behind. I was angry. And scared. And left out. And silent. I talked to people after. I had that feeling tonight. The one I promised I'd never get. That was scarier than anything. The last thing I would want is to lose the most important thing I have. It's not worth being stubborn. I was at fault. I sorry. I wish I didn't get like that. I wish I knew how to be angry, so I wouldn't get like that. I have issues. But it's not your fault. Everything is alright. We're gonna be okay. b m a r s h 727: we say i love you too much b m a r s h 727: that we just assume it now and we dont think its sincere b m a r s h 727: but it really is I love you guys. Sincerely. How's that?